a voice from my Daddy God

Have you ever wonder what is it like to be a Christian? Is it hard? Are we struggling to be a Christian - pleasing God, and sometimes pleasing men?

Are we trying to make every effort to live our life that what God wants us to do? To serve in church, to go for life group, not to curse, not to swear, trying to be the best you can be?

Life is like a roller coaster huh?!

Just two weeks, I have encountered big time challenges, one of the lowest moments in my life. i felt so discouraged, disappointed, stressed, as if the whole world is against me; i have no one to turn to.. the only one who is there for me.. none other than God Himself.

I question Him : "Why is it so difficult to be Your child, oh Father, why is it so tough to be a Christian? I can never be able to meet the expectation that men set for me, it's so unfair, why am i not being treated the way it should be ..... it seems like i will never going to make it.. just wanna give up.. oh Lord.. i can't take it.. "

i found myself crying like a baby to my Daddy God.. crying my heart to Him..

After a hot shower, i continue to dwell in His presence; listening to worship songs.. and during the stillness of the night, i heard a soft tender voice..

"If you know how much I love you,

you won't have any difficulties doing what you need to do."

With that, my spirit was lifted up, instantly.. i was all charged up again. God is love! True enough, if i know how much God loves me, I would want to do the same to Him.

Thank God for His love, His everlasting, unfailing love.. that endures forever... =)


~all i wanna do.. is to love YOU more~